29 April 2014

Two Worlds

Sometimes, I feel a little schizophrenic.

In the sense that I feel I am in two worlds at once.

The world of Vera and Daen - is one filled with hospital visits, medications, constantly figuring out what's causing Vera's this and that, and anxiety over when Daen's JIA will rear its ugly head.

The other, is the world of Advertising which I love and have an immense passion for. Work is a magically world of make-believe. We make up words, pictures, storylines - all while having more than a few laughs. The irony is, I work to de-stress, to get away from my full-time job of mothering two kids with special needs.

In the midst of rushing between the two worlds, mostly when I'm driving, I sometimes wonder who I really am.

That's when I know it's time to get my fix: A good book and a flat white.

2 comments:

Emiline said...

Hi Mummy,
Just want you to know that I am always encouraged by your entries and by the strong willed and charming Vera! Yes, she is charming! I fell in love with her since I chance upon your blog 3 years ago..in all that I can say, your family is blessed and will continue grow to be so full of love. God Bless..Jia You!

lienlim said...

Hi May,
I adore your strength & passion caring for both. I am amazed with Vera's development. She's doing great. It's been some time since I check your blog..busy with my 2nd child. I hope you still remember me.

Yvonne,
Mummy of Angel Charmaine