14 April 2011

Sick Again

Even before her secretions have a chance to fully go away, they're back in full force again. Yet another bout of infection is upon her.

I feel defeated. Ready to give up.

I was so looking forward to a suctioning break (I have been suctioning since February.)

There goes my plans to (finally) start some work, or take up a course. Maybe those have to be shelved for good.

We're on standby for fever now. I feel like a boxer, knocked down before I can stand up again.

This Trisomy journey is so so trying.